I was just thinking about you and it made me smile. I miss you. Things have changed so much. I am remarried and have a new little girl, Bijou. Chloe is great! Honor student, in excelling I every sport and a black belt I karate. Chase is still struggling a bit but he starting mature. He is involved in church which is good. I wish I was the person I am now, back then. I would have said so much ...
Hi,
I am miss joy by name,Is my pleasure to contact you after going through your profile at www.imorial.com which really interest me in having communication with you. I will appreciate if you can write me back ( joybabyjohn25@yahoo.co.uk ) for easiest communication and to know more about each other so that i will explain myself to you and also send my picture to you.
Take care and have a nice...
I had a dream about you the other day. First, I heard a song you loved on the radio. I saw a Red Volkswagen Bug recently and remembered all the funny times we shared in it. How you hated riding in it because it was "so un manley" but you did it with pride and never hid. You'd yell out to someone you knew at a moments notice. Even in the Bug. I dreamed we were together, all of us. I alwa...
Cont....I wait for someone to do it to me in crowds, but people just look the other way. So, I say something and it makes me smile because I know you see me do it and you know why. Love, Nikki
Cont....I know, just like you, Chase knows right from wrong and I have taught him, just like your mom, all I know. It's all in his and God's hands now to make the right decisions. Don't think that sometimes I don't get angry that you let things get the best of you. It really has affected everyone who loved and cared for you. You always were the center of attention and now, forever you are...
Chase is in boarding school now and I know you already know all of this but it helps me to talk to you. You know all the problems I'm having with Chase and I worry so much I will lose him from this Earth too. The pressure of being successful, pleasing your family but at the same time putting so much energy in fitting in or being in a constant state of competition with friends. Who's the big...
I thought about you a lot today.
I remember you would throw away your white T's and buy new ones everyday you could. I thought at the time, what a waste but now I'm just glad I can remember you looking and smelling so good..
I wrote this poem thinking of you:
Don’t cry over spilled milk
By: Nikki
I want to seize the moment but can never latch on,
like a baby suckling at a breast but not able to connect
and starving but not able to comprehend instruction from
it’s mother. The world is not able to comprehend me or
my needs, even though I know what I need to do to
succeed. So really I blame them, those...
