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Dad i know I have not written in here but u know and i know its not because Ihave forgotten anything......I always know the days.....the months......1 year is approaching......at this time last year u were in and out of the hospital and the 28th of Feb was me and Ches last night with u in ICU.....last nite with u talking, laughing crying......I luv u forever and cannot help but re-living the n...
12/09 well my sis I decided to lay 1 more stone after all...because now your case has been closed...it has taken this long.hard to believe....I wish I could say I feel more at peace then I do with at least some of the results.there are many things that will never be answered....but yes some things were......by you leaving with the computer that night it has finally been proved he does have a si...
12/6/09 ...9 Months today...in one way i want to say it seems like that has flown by dad but then again that sounds so stupid becuz it seems like I haven't seen u forever....does any of that make sense? does anything?my brothers have let me down so bad dad....well i shouldn't say brohters becuz i don't know yet if billy said anything to andy or not yet but im sure i will find out...i just neede...
11/6/09...My dear Dad...now 8 months...no easier then any other and I still continue to pretend,,,,block out...at times reality hits and comes crashing through and my mind will not allow me to pretend or block out and feelings and emotions come over me that up until Bon I had never known.......I know u c everything I am going thru and I know u r with me......Both of you.....I keep hearing u whe...
My Sis..I no longer lay stones and I no longer do the dates but each month I an still watching the calender...the "8th"....Over a year now...How can it be?Hug Dad & Kiss Him and take his face in his hands like you always did and look him right in the eyes for me and tell him I miss and love him soooooooo much......and tell him to do it bck to you for me ok?Bon you are lucky you went first you k...
10/6/09 My dear Dad..."7" Months it has been...I write it,,,I hardly ever say it...I barely can think it...I just pretend you are away ...some where...Just like with Bon...I pretend she is in Min at her house and it's just been a real long time since me & her talked on the phone...just like me & u...it's been a real long time since I saw you and I want to go and visit you Dad........and I have ...
9/11/09 Well my sis the "8th" has come and gone and as you see I laid no rock as I did each month for a year...I decided my rocks have reached you and we are holding hands, me you and Dad & our OTHER LOVED ONES as we wait to find SOME closure.........I love u & continue to miss you 4-ever & ever................Love u Big Sis...........
9/6/09 My Dad I light my candle late but still put the correct date..."6" months...I did not forget my Dad but as you know I am now workingand I know you are so happy for me because we both know what that means for me...but it did shock me to look at the date with the crazy hours I am doing and say"oh my God...how did that get by me..." and I did cry because you know how much I love you and mi...
8/31/09 Well my Sis maybe something is finally going to be done to help put SOME closure...I am feeling a little more peace than I have...We shall see...I love u...give Dad big hug & kisses Miss u Both.......
