well my dad was very loving would'nt hurt a fly a tell ya. he was always smiling and happy do anything for anyone, he was so down to earth, i was 9 year.. my dad knew he had cancer or something like that for 2 years nothing was done about it because the nurse's didnt realise he had it there was no symptoms or anything , anyways he keep blacking out and going mad like he was on tablets which were wrong as he thought silly things like people were coming in our home and beating him up , anyways he got taken off those tablets then few weeks later he had to go in hosptail i didnt think any thing off it i was 9 i didnt no what to think what to expect, he was in hospital for 6 weeks , when the 6 weeks was over he came home i was so happy to see him i remember him getting out the car in his pj's , god i cherished that moment , he was fine wel at least i thought that but as the weeks grew he wasnt getting no better , which wasnt good, he was dying the preast came and that but i didnt understand, i got upset not known what was going on , i got told 2 days before he passed away that he was gonna leave us in the wak of 48 hours, i remember sitn on the bed lying beside him he had tears in his eyes well i think it was , his brother was beside him & etcc.. i went to bed that night said good bye love you all the world lots and lots which i'd say everynight to both mam and dad, i didnt honestly think any thing off that i was going to bed thats all. my mam would stay in my bed cause she didnt want to hurt him if she turned over or anything , she said " i'll come up soon" i went to bed woke up at 1:35 mam wasnt there i went to the top of the stairs my sister screaming he's gone , i broke my heart tbh this is one of the worst things ever happend to me , i'm only 14 now , 4 year since he died, i griev my own way and it hurts like hell , i have a tatoo saying dad to show how much he ment to me! sleep tight daddy loveyou f&a ! xxxx