Yesterday was Mothers Day and was really hard without you here with us.It just was so strange for the day not to include you as always.Didn't know it would hit me as hard as it did but what is a Mothers Day without your Mom around.Sure miss you a lot and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier to deal with the pain but I know you are feeling no pain now, so my pain is not important. Think of y...
love ya and miss you soooooo much
We spent last weekend going thru some of your "treasures" and that was hard.No one could seem to even think about getting rid of some things...after all they were a part of your life.I have a few things that I look at everyday,like your butterfly with the crystals that is on my window in the kitchen.Every night when I go to bed and close my eyes the first thing I see is your face and I say to m...
Ma I'm sorry that I haven't been to the gravesite...I just can't bring myself to go there. I know your not really there your in heaven. I tried to be so strong at the funeral for the kids and I didn't have a full blown break down and now I struggle with it everyday. Love you, love always TJ
Ma I miss you more and more each day!
Cameron and I was watching a reality tv show and the daughter was in band/colorgaurd. And it made me think of the time I was twirling my flag and trying to show you a trick and told you DON'T move and I think you paniced and didn't trust me moved and the next thing I knew my flag pole hit you in the head. So Sorry :(
It's a new year and the pain doesn't seem to be leaving.Everyday I think of some reason I need to talk to you.Today I was just thinking about how cold it was and think of how much the cold was hard on you.I wish I could just have one last conversation with you to say good by and tell you how much I love you and put my arms around you and say thanks for all your love you have shown all your fami...
From: TJM910
Song Name: Sissy's song
Artist: Alan Jackson
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Ma I miss you so much that words can't even explain. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and all the good times we had. Just the mention of your name or a memory quickly brings tears to my eyes. I know you are in heaven looking down on us...our own personal gaurdian angel, but its just not the same. This christmas nor anything else will ever be the same without you here to celebrate...
Oh Mom, I had no idea how hard this would be. In my head I know you're out of pain and that you're with Jesus. It's not for you I cry but for myself. You gave so much to us all. Things can never be the same without you. I miss you so much.......
