My Beautiful little Princess Krystal was born on 20th August 2009, everything was perfect. she was such a happy healthy little girl. Life was perfect!

But then on the night of 18th december 2010, i was called into work as they were short staffed, Needing the money i was happy to help, so i called the babysitter/nanny to come and care for Krystal whilst i went to do the night shift. All was fine, i explained to the nanny where everything was and told her to help herself to anything she wanted.

I kissed krystal goodnight and went off to work.

Later on in the night i rang home to make sure everything was ok... i got no reply so i guessed all was fine and they were sleeping.

7am on the 19th December 2010 i finished work and went home.

When i got home i seen the gate to the swimming pool was open slightly.. thinking nothing of it i went inside, the nanny was still sleeping with 3 empty bottles of alcohol surrounding her, i woke her up and ask why the hell she had been drinking whilst in charge of my daughter!! she said sorry and started to collect her things.

I went in to Krystal's room to find she was not in there, i checked the rest of the house but she was no where to be seen. Starting to panic, i remembered i had seen the swimming pool gate open....

There she was... My beautiful little Princess face down in the pool.. Pulling her out i tryed to save her life by giving her first aid, but sadly it was too late. She was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics!

 My perfect little girl drowned whilst unattended by the nanny!!!

I am so full of guilt its unreal, i should never have gone to work that night. The day before this happened i was ment to empty the pool to clean it out, but i did'nt. I was busy doing something else.

if i had cleaned the pool out and not gone to work

My tiny little Princess might still be here today :-(

Krystal Zoe Zarita 20~08~2009 19~12~2010

Mommy is so sorry princess

Sleep tight in heaven baby girl