Godbless Chris Keep Safe xx
Morning Chris just had really nice message from your Mom,she knows the pain that comes with grief we both have lost our precious Sons I still hurt the same nearly six years on my life has changed without a shadow of a doubt i just about exist Ithink your Mom's life is very similar. Bad news about all those young school kids maybe Chris uou & my Son Bernie will be able to help them settle in ver...
My Angel, It has been 4 years now without Hearing your Voice. It is almost that Horrible Date Again, and I will Never Miss You Any Less! There is a Big Hole in My Heart & Life! I hope all those Precious Kids that Had to Leave their Parents,Siblings behind are with You. I Know what a Good Dad You would of been, How you Loved Kids & Never
wanted them to Hurt. We had that conversation, and I neve...
Son, I hope U know how Much U are missed Everyday, not just Your Birthday. But Your Birthday is Probably the hardest. I think back to that wonderful day 3/8/80 how I was so Blessed to have You. You were the biggest Baby and the Cutest. They used You as a Model Baby to show how to do things for a NewBorn. It was easy to see you were Special..I almost lost You when I was first carrying you, then ...
Godbless Chris keep safe for your loving Family I know how your Mom feels because I too have lost my Eldest Boy Bernie xx
My Angel. Christmas is not the same without You...You always made sure everyone was laughing no matter how hurt inside you were. . I want to hear UR voice so bad & feel those big arms giving me a hug..So how can it ever be the same, it cant..I know U would want the best for US, & I try..But no one will ever understand, because they didnt have YOU for their SON,..how hard this is..
Son, I remember the day you called me Mommy, I remember thinking wow, I'm really a Mom..You are the special loving Son that first made me a Mom and so proud to be Your Mom! I know you would tell me to get my butt out of the cemetery today and go to the beach, so I did. I know better than anyone how U looked out for me and April, so I know U would not want me so upset. I want so much to honor yo...
Son I have to try to get thru another Holiday without you. I can only do that knowing you would want me to be strong for April! I cant help but think of all our Easters together and cry. I know U wouldnt want that and I want so bad to honor your wishes, that is all I can do..I do manage a smile when I think about watching you when U were little & how U could always find them.. Also the notes f...
Hope You and Mom celebrated Her Birthday today 4/3/11 Has she beat U in cards yet? Son..I Love You so much..
