12-05-2012 Almost a year and a half since you did your deed. I still miss you and still love you, and will always be angry at you for what you did. I'm not the same woman you left. I've changed and not for the better. I don't think that smiling woman in that picture exists anymore. You killed her too. I'm trying to get her back but I have my doubts that I ever will. That picture shows a happy, ...
remember when I first moved to lincoln Ave-I had a visitor who disturbed the peace of my home, and you and Bree and Pauline came by and cleaned the apratment for me? I think you all set off the smoke alarms! We all slept like babies that night-and the white sage, smelled wonderful in the apartment for days........I'll burn some white sage for you and say a prayer that you are at peace.....slee...
I sit in this room almost the entire time I am awake. I feel closer to you in here. We spent so much time together in here. It feels normal. I even have your puter on with a screensaver that changes all sorts of your pictures. I do go out into the living room to watch TV. It's like pulling teeth to get me out there though.
It's 2:11AM and I'm just now eating something today. A bologna sandwi...
Sheila was here tonight. We went and got Chinese. We ate in the office. She at your desk, me at mine. We had a wonderful time just talking and talking...and not about you. LOL For a few hours I was distracted. We talked about religion, kids, abuse, dogs and cats, all kinds of stuff. I love you.
For the stones in our candles. Today I went and held your hand, kissed it, and said goodbye...to your body. I will never say goodbye to you. I'm wearing two wedding bands now. Yours and mine. Yours fits perfect on my middle finger of my left hand. Like it's always been there. I miss your hugs and kisses. I miss hearing your voice, and you saying "I love you baby". I even miss your snoring.
You and your incense. lol It covered some of the animal smells but most of the time just made me cough. I love you. :)
Seeing you for the first time in Orlando airport, March1, 2002. As soon as I was in your arms, I was home.
When an angel goes to Heaven
God stands with open arms,
To cradle and to comfort them to keep them safe from harm.
When an angel goes to Heaven
precious memories are left behind,
Of kindness, warmth and that special smile
forever in your mind.
When an angel goes to Heaven
they tell of wonderful times,
How their spouse, friends, and family
were loving and so very kind.
When an a...
"Gone Too Soon"
By Michael Jackson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ_l_o-53nI
By Usher
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhdBvLPZcVc&feature=related
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Clo...
Prayer of St. Francis by Sarah MacLachlan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VSyuar6oF8&feature=related
Lord make me an instrument of your peace,
Where there is hatred let me sow love.
Where there is injury, pardon.
Where there is doubt, faith.
Where there is despair, hope.
Where there is darkness, light.
And where there is sadness, joy.
O divine master grant that I may
not so much...
