Two little flowers lent not given, to bud on earth and bloom in heaven

I\'m going to tell you something
I hope you\'ll never have to know.
I\'ll tell you how a heart can break
And tears can constant flow.
I lost my baby girls you see,
both angels in my eyes
God chose to take there hands one day
And led them to the skies.
But please do not forget my girls
they were a person too
And forever they will live
Inside of me and you.
So, please don\'t ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring them back again.
Just tell me they are happy
In that land way up above
they are snuggled in an angels wings
All wrapped in Mommy and daddys love

Both born and died on the 14th October 2007 at the great Western Hospital.
Ella meaning beautiful fairy women was born first at 2.42am and weighed 420g
Jaya meaning victory was born at 2.49am and weighed only 415g.

Two identical twin sisters to each other, daughters to Tia and Liam, Grandchildren to Sharon and Pete, Jay, Mick and Liz. Ella and Jaya will now be joinging my angel sisters Donna and Tysanne and auntys angels ben and adam

I went into early labour and had a cervical stitch put in to help keep them safe untill the end, but my contractions got worse so was told i had to have it removed otherwise my cervix would be ripped open. I was told there was nothing they could do and they cannot survive.
So all i could do is lay waiting knowing there future, they took two days to be born it was a unbearable wait.
I know that they did not want to leave me they held on so long to try to stay but they were just to innocent and small for this world.

They was brought out to me holding hands, they were so beautiful, my first words were \'there so beautiful, i cant believe there mine\' i was so proud of them both and still am.
They were my daughters, my everything my future, my happiest memories il ever have was being pregnant with these girls i had so many plans for us they were so loved.
They both had dark hair the cutest button noses and there daddys lips
When i first saw them i was so happy to see them and so proud they were mine they were sleeping angels, so beautiful. They looked just like me and Liam!

When i held Ella her nose started running it was so sweet, i got really upset because they were so cold i just wanted to take care of them and keep them safe and warm.

I never got to say hello or even goodbye i miss them so much! They were taken so quickly from this world!

No other words could describe them other than beautiful i had James Blunt-Your beautiful played at the funeral it was a perfect song for my girls, it was such a nice service, I had Ella and Jaya put together in their little white coffin, they were sent to heaven together, in all the scans they were always touching each other, they were best friends from the start and will now be together forever.
Please dont forget my babys keep them forever in your hearts!

I have two little daughters, who mean the world to me
there living with the Angels and our as special as can be
And even though there up there, playing in the clouds
Ella and Jaya are still my precious daughters and I am so very proud!
There picture takes pride of place on my wall
Ready to be admired by all who come to call
I know I can not hold them both, or bounce them on my knee
But I only have to close my eyes, there little faces to see
I never will stop missing my baby’s and wishing they were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that they’re both so very near
So play happily my little daughters, you will never be forgot.
I love you both so very much and always will, I miss you a lot .

I dont know what to do without you both your so perfect and beautiful your everything i dreamed you would be, my heart is broken without you and no matter how hard i try it will never be fixed or replaced, you are my little girls i love you so much so look after each other and watch down on mummy and daddy untill we will be together, one sweet day XXx

i have just been told that i cannot move you into a proper grave like i wanted because you do not have any remains, so you are no where on this earth so i can never visit you!
i feel like you have been let down by everyone and especially by the great western hospital for all the distress they caused me by the things they done to me.
i wanted a proper grave for you so i could visit you both as i never got the chance to after i left hospital as i wasnt told i could so i will always feel guilty for that, now you are totally gone i will never get the chance to make it up to you now, you both deserve alot better than you have been treated im sorry