On 1/21/07 started out like any other day.  My intention for the day was to clean the house.  I had this strange thought.  I was wondering if Kayla was home yet from Katelyn's house or if she was going to be home later.  I knew that there was no way Kayla would be back from Katelyn's house that early in the morning.  So I started to clean my house.   At approximately 8:15 am my mom called.  She told me that I needed to come to her house.  I asked what was wrong.  She just said you need to come.  I told my daughter Jen that I had to go to Mom's and I'd be back shortly.  Once I arrived at my Mom's I seen a police car out front.  Automatically I thought something happened to my sister, Birgit or that something happened with the foster kids she had.  I walked in.  My mom was sitting on the chair that Kayla always sat on when she was on the computer.  My mom said Kayla's gone!  I remember screaming NO.  The State Trooper and Coroner filled me in on what had happened.  They gave us her cell phone.  That was all she had with her.  She was wearing pajamas.  They called my best friend Lisa and she came right away.  We could not reach my Brother of Dad til later.  After Lisa arrived we started to walk down to my house.  As we were walking to my house it felt like my world stopped but as we kept walking the world around me kept going.  All I kept thinking is how am I going to tell Jen that her sister was gone.  I don't remember much about telling her.  All I remember is sitting her down on the couch and telling her.  We did not tell Aaron he was only four.  We sent him with his Dad for the week.  That day we recieved so many phone calls.  That day was a nightmare.  One we will never wake up from.