I am Poem

By

Luke Scruggs

I am not what I want to be

I wonder why god made me this way

I hear people say good things about me

I want to change myself

I am not what I want to be

I pretend that I am different from what I really am

I feel different about myself than others feel about me

I touch an imaginary line between me and someone different

I worry about what could happen and if I can change it or not

I cry when I think about changes in me

I am not what I want to be

I understand that I can’t change myself

I say things that even I don’t understand

I dream about things that could never happen in reality

I try not to think about it all the time

I hope I make the right decisions

I am not what I want to be