I was listening to your records, and i remember you playing Box Car Willie dancing around, What i wouldn't give to have that happen again. I miss u grama so much
Nick got me the weeping angel urn of you for Christmas. I cried so hard grama when I seen it, its so beautiful. I wish I knew when you left us that day, that you left knowing how much you were loved. I went to the chapel right before and told God, if it was his will and you were ready, then he can take you home. Oh God, how I didn't want him to take you, I wanted you to stay with me, with us. I...
Grama a new year has come and the holidays have past and everyday has been the same for me. I let no one see my pain I feel on a daily, I hold my tears in so often. No holiday will ever be the same for me. Holidays are full of happiness because I love the kids, but they're full of regret; regret of time I ever let pass without spending more time with you. Every night I hope to dream of you, and...
From: alita9805
Song Name: Smile
Artist: Michael Bolton
I'm sitting here about to write to you and listening to my music and the song skips and goes to "Smile",,this song hits me so hard grama. I think of you and even as I type this my chest is heavy and my throat gets tight. I've listened and cried and cried myself to sleep listen...
Grama it's been another year with this whole in my soul,in my heart since u left 3 years ago. I hate time passing by.I dreamt of u the other night and woke up with a peacefulness in me. Missing u has been the hardest part of waking up everday. I was thinking about how u would be baking and sending your goodies home for the kids. I wish we had more time Grama, u will never leave my heart.u were ...
I remember our last conversation at the hospital. I wish I would have known it would be our last. We talked about the Tigers game, we talked about making rice and beans when you get home, and the kids coming to visit. Grama what I wouldn't give to have that conversation again and hear your voice. You were putting your pins in your hair as you did every night, even when you were in the hospital....
I am thinking about you so very much, today, this month, everyday that is coming up is like reliving the heartache of losing you all over again. There is an emptiness that I can not fill, a sadness that never leaves me. I try so hard to not think of these days as our last two years ago, but Grama, I'm sorry,,I just can't :( I miss you and need you more than I could ever express to another pers...
Grama its been a while since I wrote to you, but not a day has passed by that I haven't thout of u and missed you so. Today is your 84th birthday, and Britt made you chocolate cake. It hasn't gotten any easier, I miss you so much. We should be sitting at your table talking & eating cake. I wish I had one more day to be with you. I ate my cake and cried missing you. Happy birthday my guardian an...
Here we are all these months later, and there has not been a day that you have not crossed my mind. A while back we stopped at VG's and I didn't think it would affect me the way it did. I couldn't take it, I started crying in the store and had to leave. It was so hard being there, remembering how we went there every month for all these years. I miss doing that soo much, I miss so much about you...
I was thinking of you as I normally do, and miss your face, your voice, and I just miss you so much. I keep telling myself not to think of how unfair it is that your not here with us, but I can't stop thinking that. I still feel like it's not real your gone. I heart aches for you so badly grama. I dreamt of you last night, but I can remember most of the dream. I tried falling back to sleep just...
