"As long as I kept moving, my grief streamed out behind me like a swimmers long hair in water. I knew the weight was there but it didn't touch me. Only when i stopped did the slick, dark stuff of it come floating around my face, catching my arms and throat till I began to drown. So I just didn't stop."
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This pain is real deep in my heart from losing my dad, why did he have to depart? All I could do was sit there and stare as I watched him drift into this state of despair. I knew all the steps of this horrible fate, as i saw him go through them I just stood there agape. I thought I was prepared because I had seen this before, but when its your family it hurts so much more. Now that he's gon...
