Forever there will be a place in my heart that you stay. The days are going by, the kids are growing but you should have been here to see it with your own eyes. They all struggle everyday in their own ways. I think if you really knew how much pain you were causing, this might have never happened.
Part 4:. Daddy I just can’t believe you. I'm pissed at you for leaving me. I didn’t have my time with you. One of these days I'm going to have to forgive you but, that day isn’t today.
I'm fixing to go to high school and be a freshman how are you going to scare guys away from me now? Daddy just know that I love you and I hope you’re by my side on the first day of school because I'm scared to ...
Part 3: . I would do anything to just hug you one last time and tell you I love you and hear it back. Daddy I can play that night in my head like it’s happening right in front of my eyes. Coming home from the dance all happy about seeing you the next day then having mom tell me in the car that I can’t because you started using drugs again then me going in my room to call you but you didn’t answ...
Part 2: . I don’t know why you had to leave in the first place things were finally going good for once. I wish you would of never made that stupid choice to leave and go with those bad people!! They didn’t care about you!! They left you just like you left us!! Daddy I don’t think I will ever be the same. Every day I wish you were still here by my side to protect me from the bad people in the wo...
Part 1: Daddy. Every time I get upset or need I always come to you. When I start to forget what you look like I come on here to see you. I came on here today because I was crying and you always make me feel better. But then I read a comment about what Justin said he wanted for Christmas. Omg. When I read that I broke down crying. I just don’t know why you did this to us. How could you leave you...
This was the first Thanksgiving without you,was not easy but we tried to make the best of it. I asked Justin today what was the 1 thing he wanted more than anything from Santa this year for Christmas. His answer..."for my dad to be here with me". It broke my heart,and I told him you are always here. He says he sees you in his dreams everynight telling him you love him over and over!!
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I think about you night and day. I think what might have been if I would have gone after you that night. I wonder if you would still be here...I just wish I knew what was going through your head and why you left us..I will always love you and never will forget you!!!
Having one of those days again...had you on my mind all day. Justin is getting ready to start football. Mandy's turning 18 in two days.Ryan's baby will be here in January.Kameron went to college like he told you he would do. So hard not having you here for any of this...especially when that's all you talked about was being here for all of it..oh I miss you more then anyone will ever know...i lo...
Oh Shane it has been 3 months today and still feels if only yesterday you were still here. I miss you soo much and wish i could bring you back. I thought the days would get easier but seems they just get harder.
